No More Doughnuts
Friday, October 12th, 2007It’s been a while since my last entry. I’ve found it very difficult to write something new - probably because of the nature and tenor of what I wrote last. It just didn’t seem right to jump from such a heartfelt composition to some mundane narration given that in the interregnum, the relationship ended.
It bothered me, the thought of just up and writing about my everyday experiences without even resolving, for the lack of a better term, the question of how someone could write about doughnuts in that manner and then leave the very recipient thereof.
But then, it bothered me even more the thought of not writing at all. I was never comfortable with inaction. I always found comfort in purposeful motion. And by no means was I going to delete the entry.
Hence this resolution -
Pia deserves all the effort her loved ones can give her to make her feel special, all the happiness she can squeeze out of the world and every bit of sugary sweetness life (and doughnuts) can offer.
Just not from me, it seems.
I’m sorry -
And thank you -
For everything.
Thank you for always putting me at the front of your line for six years.